[ It was valid. All of it was valid, more so than Dean usually knew what to do with, and for a good few seconds he just listened to the thud of Sam's feet in the footwell, pounding away at the floor of the car, kicking them both into oblivion. Dean wanted to have the right answers, but contradicting his father even without him in the vicinity seemed so wrong. Dean didn't know how to both be a good son and the best big brother at the same time and staring out the windshield only helped so much.
Sam was hurting.
Maybe it was one of those times where being the big brother just had to win out. ]
I get it, Sam, I do. He's a dick. [ Doesn't even leave us enough cash to get groceries half the time, he wants to say, but he swallows the words because that's his problem. Feeding Sam, taking care of Sam, that's his problem, and not something that Sam is meant to worry about or even hear. ]
I'm not sayin' he's not, I'm just- i'm giving him the words he's not gonna say. Doesn't make up for the shit he does wrong, I know, or the shit he makes us do just cause he says we've gotta, but you got me to make up for it, right?
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Date: 2017-02-24 11:14 pm (UTC)Sam was hurting.
Maybe it was one of those times where being the big brother just had to win out. ]
I get it, Sam, I do. He's a dick. [ Doesn't even leave us enough cash to get groceries half the time, he wants to say, but he swallows the words because that's his problem. Feeding Sam, taking care of Sam, that's his problem, and not something that Sam is meant to worry about or even hear. ]
I'm not sayin' he's not, I'm just- i'm giving him the words he's not gonna say. Doesn't make up for the shit he does wrong, I know, or the shit he makes us do just cause he says we've gotta, but you got me to make up for it, right?